Consistency is a good thing when one is comfortable with it. What’s constant in my life seems to be an endless string of disappointments. Don’t get me wrong – there are wonderful times, too. The thing is that they are few and far between, and the disappointments outweight them. Honestly, I’m tired of feeling these negative feelings, and writing about them doesn’t do very much sometimes. I think what I need is a drastic change. Not a change like losing my job, becoming ill (as if I weren’t already), or a death in the family, but something major and positive, obviously. I don’t know how much longer I can continue with this.
I’m so tired and my energy is limited. I barely feel like putting together a decent post.
