In order to change my life I need to change the way I view it. I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at my world through victim’s eyes. I was a victim of child abuse, but I have survived. Now I am a young adult still struggling with post-traumatic stress disorder, but I don’t have to [...]
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Productive Changes
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged allowing, changes, mentality, realization, therapies on September 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Consistency
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged negative affect on June 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Consistency is a good thing when one is comfortable with it. What’s constant in my life seems to be an endless string of disappointments. Don’t get me wrong – there are wonderful times, too. The thing is that they are few and far between, and the disappointments outweight them. Honestly, I’m tired of feeling these [...]
A Kind of Depression
Posted in Uncategorized on February 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am very tired at the moment. My tiredness is due to a lack of sleep, walking for nearly an hour and a half for five days a week, not eating whenever necessary, my overall mental health, and last but not least my job. I can’t help but to think about death. My life seems [...]
A Tidbit: Path of Least Resistance
Posted in Uncategorized on February 8, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’m in the process of following the path of least resistance. Actually, it’s not as difficult as I thought it would be! I was a little overwhelmed about when I would be able to cover all my expenses: which bill to pay first, which health problem I should take care of first, etc. Instead of [...]
What to Do, What to Do
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged challenges, money, negative affect on January 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
My life is getting better and worse at the same time, and it’s tiresome and annoying. I will begin working soon, which will help me financially, but the money from this particular job will not be enough to cover all my bills and such. Looking for a second job will be difficult since the economy [...]
Difficult but Just Decisions
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged challenges, doubts, mi, negative affect on December 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Fear of being punished for doing the right thing. There shouldn’t be any negative consequences for me, but I can’t help but to feel guilty and fearful.
Short and Sweet
Posted in Uncategorized on December 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been dealing with so much lately. There were things in my life that I had to let go of, and I am happy to say what a relief it is to no longer have those terrible afflictions. Now I plan to keep myself busy.
Allowing an Improvement to Take Place
Posted in Uncategorized on August 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Honestly, I still don’t know what it means to “go with the flow.” I’ve been confused by that for quite some time. Well, it’s hard to “go with the flow” when you’re not sure what the hell it is exactly. I’ve been trying, but needless to say, I’m not too sure about [...]
A Change in Tune
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged allowing, changes, negative affect, realization on July 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
A few weeks ago, I tried to write an entry about hope, but I didn’t really like the way that it was coming out, so I decided to discontinue writing and delete it. It’s been quite some time since I’ve last written here. I got to a point where I didn’t really feel [...]
Going With the Flow
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged allowing, perspective, resistance on May 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Things are going well so far. I’m accomplishing some of my small goals, I’m regaining my self-confidence, and, moreover, I just feel good. Actually, I’ve been feeling pretty sick, but that’s not stopping me. I need to learn how to go with the flow, and, honestly, I don’t know how. It [...]
